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my very own stalker [Thursday October 18th, 2007 5:02pm] [ mood | aggravated ] Don't you wish you had one? 8D No probably not. This is basically a rant, something I've wanted to get off my chest for a while. I'll try to keep it short, because if I don't I'll get lost in my angry babblings and you'll never hear the end of it. Basically there's this guy at my school, who considers himself my friend but I consider more of an unwanted acquaintance, who has this - very obvious- crush on me. He couldn't just come up to me, ask for a date, and be shot down. No, no, he couldn't simply do that. Instead he 'stalks' me. It's wonderful, really. He doesn't go so far as to follow me home, luckily, but he does seem to have the uncontrollable urges to mimic everything I do, sit next to me, accompany me wherever I go if he can and so on with the list (it's a very long list, by the way, but most things he does fall in those three general categories). And he continues to do so regardless of the bad looks I give him, my bluntness regarding everything he says and overall show of no interest. You're probably wondering why I just didn't tell him to fuck-off. For a few reasons really. The first being that I'm tolerant and polite, and the other that he probably would persist anyways. And of course, can't content himself trying to spend as much time with me as possible at school. Nope. He has to do so while I'm online too. He constantly talks to me on MSN, he's signed up to the forum I'm on (I'm certain you know the one) and is and active member there, he watches me on my devArt account, even though I didn't give it to him. Basically he's now everywhere I go, I can't even escape from him here. He's my e-stalker too, joy! He found two of my previous devArt accounts, without my telling him I even had them, which means he had to've been looking for them. Also, the other day he told me : "I just Google your e-mail adress..." why is still beyond me  "and you show up in a few places." Sympathizing him I replied, as politely as I could at the time, "You know, that's like, creepy e-stalking. Lol." and his reply to this : "What is it with everyone and associating me to a stalker?" If you've read everything up until now, I'm certain you agree with me when I say : GEE I WONDER WHY!? Anyways, I wouldn't be surprised if he was reading this. I kind of hope he is. Just so he gets the drift. So today I finally had the chance to tell him to fuck-off. I tried to do this politely, but I just really couldn't. The scenario for this is as followed : my friends and I - who for the sake of this will be known as Saturday and Friday- are supposed to go to the Value Village tomorrow to search for Hallowe'en costumes, then the mall, then to the Theaters to see Across The Universe - which I'm totally psyched for! As I mentioned earlier, he likes to accompany me to places, and every day he walks as far as possible with me to my co-op (I'm referring to him as Monday for this). Today we had free pizza at school, after wolfing mine down I left for my co-op. Apparently he gave away his just so he could walk with me to there. I even heard him jogging to catch up to me. This is the conversation we had : Monday : "Saturday and Friday both told me to ask you if it was okay that I come with you guys tomorrow?" Me : "Not really. You weren't invited." Monday : "Yeah, but I need to go find a Hallowe'en costume, anyways, and I really want to see Across The Universe." Me : "Then do it on your own time." And just then we happened to arrive at the street corner where, much to my relief, he parts from me. I wouldn't be surprised if he had a crappy afternoon because of that episode. I wanted to be polite, I swear, but it just seemed so much easier to be blunt the way I was, and this was my first chance to, even if not completely directly, tell him to fuck-off. I hope he got the point this time; that I'm not interested in him. Never will be, either. But anyways, I wouldn't be surprised if he showed up tomorrow anyways, be it at the Value Village, the mall or the Theaters. He always does seem to show up. Ah, and so sorry about the length of this. Truly, though, this is as abbreviated as I could make it while still getting my frustration across to you. There's much I've left out. Much. Thanks for humoring my rant :3 3 comments|CMNT

procrastinating~ [Tuesday October 16th, 2007 7:02pm] [ mood | chipper ] I'm supposed to be typing up a lab report and writing a resume right now. But I decided to do this instead. I think I'm getting my laptop soon. I hope I'm getting my laptop soon. My father's been putting it off since August D: This reminds me I need to go check out tablet models. I'll go do that now. Lol. Such a bare entry 8D CMNT

quiz thingy [Saturday September 8th, 2007 3:21pm] [ mood | blah ] Finally, Friday! I've been to school for only three days now and I'm already bored of it. Oh my X3 And now for a quiz/meme I swipped from thegreenbinder I don't have an iPod, I listen to my music on an internet radio station so I'll be using thatX3 Instructions: 1. Open your library on your iPod (or iTunes). 2. Put it on shuffle. 3. Press play. 4. For each question, type the song that's playing as the answer. 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button. Opening Credits : Kill Hannah - Lips Like Morphine I'm not sure what to think, it seems kind of random for opening creditsX3 But it does sound cool :3 Waking Up : Eddie Vedder - I Believe in Miracles It's a bit... loud. It'd definitely wake me up, but I'm not sure I'd want to wake up to it. Fight Song : Metric - Monster Hospital I'm not sure... I guess it works. Kinda. Love this song though. Breakup Song : Simple Plan - Shut Up Look! This one works! Though I think this song'd be better for getting ready to break up, rather than to get over one... No matter, I won't need this song for a while X3 Making Up Song : Goldfinger - Wasted Well... um... No. I guess this'd only -maybe- make sense if we were making up because I was so pathetic>> Life's Okay Song : We Are Scientists - Inaction Makes no sense for this one, it's actually even a little depressing. Mental Breakdown : Sick Puppies - All The Same Doesn't quite cut it for this. It would've been so good as a making up song, though... Driving : Kiai Academy - If I Burn Away Today Never. I hate this song. The singer has a horrible voice. Flashbacks : The Click Five - Just The Girl Nope, doesn't work at all. Happy Dance : She Wants Revenge - I Don't Want to Fall in Love Just no. I mean, the title alone screams this. And it's like... Part techno. Creepy stuff D= Regret : Rocket Uppercut - Smashing on Love. Again... No. I also hate this song. It seems a lot of songs I hate are playing today. Final Battle : Forty foot Echo - Drift This would've worked so great for the last one DX It could work for this one too, if I was having, like, a really emo battleX3 Death Scene : Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps It's sad... I guess. That's about it. I guess it could work. Why do so many of my songs not fit >-< CMNT

bummer [Thursday September 6th, 2007 8:24pm] [ mood | sad ] So... Like... The Death Not dub premier was supposed to air tomorrow night on YTV, but apparently that's no longer going to happen D= According to animenewsnetwork.com : "Canada's YTV channel no longer lists the Death Note paranormal suspense anime's premiere on its schedule for 10:00 p.m. on Friday, September 7. Instead, the online schedule lists an episode of Inuyasha. YTV's owner Corus had previously announced Death Note's September premiere, but YTV now says that the series is 'not currently confirmed for broadcast.' " Now I won't get to laugh at how terrible the VA's are... This is really upsetting, I was so looking forward to watching this, it was the only good thing from coming back to school >-< 3 comments|CMNT

school DX [Tuesday September 4th, 2007 5:03pm] [ mood | lazy ] I start school tomorrow D= I'm so not prepared. I still have to empty out my binder's from last year, find out what locker I have, relearn my lock combination, find out what time my bus passes tomorrow, learn my school schedule, find lined paper and so on and so on - I have a whole mental list of things to do which I will likely forget in 30 minutes. I'm so disorganizedXD I'll have to do all of this tonight. Speaking of which, I need to find my report card too... I still have no clue what my grades from last year were. My parents like to hide import things like that. I had something else to say, something important, I think. But I guess since I don't remember it, it can't be all that important... Right? Nyeh, oh well. CMNT

9 lives [Tuesday September 4th, 2007 12:50pm] [ mood | okay ]   Advertisement? Pft. No! Okay, so it is, but I assure you it's worth clicking on the damned banner. Just get over your aversion to furry comics - if you have one- and check this one out. It's got a good (and actual) story and great characters, or what-ever. And to boot it has the most GORGEOUS art ever *-* I mean, if you're not going to actually read the comic, at least check it out for it's artistic merits. This webcomic deserves much more attention, and, being a reader myself for a while, this the least I can do to help out the artist. kthx <3 1 comment|CMNT

yay [Saturday September 1st, 2007 4:40pm] [ mood | cheerful ] LAST. F'IN DAY. YEAH! >D I think I'm horrible for thinking this. And now for a quiz, which I stole from thegreenbinderNot behind a cut because I'm all sorts of lazy. Part One - The Basics What's your name? It's a secret~ Birthplace: Canada Age: Fourteen, turning fifteen soon D= Age you act: Anywhere from 5 to 20. Depends. Current location: My grand-parent's house. They have the working computers ;D Eye colour: Brown Hair colour: RED >D I'm enjoying this. Right, left, or ambidextrous? Right-handed, though I ca use my left hand for select things. Zodiac sign: Virgo. Height: Possibly 5'7"? I'unno, taller than my mom. Part Two - Describe Your heritage/nationality: Canadian, of British descendance. Not sure about my Mom's side of the family. Your hair: About chin length now, with bangs, um, and RED ;D I lurve it. Your fears: Heights, large fish, being underwater, and elephants. Your perfect room: One that my mom didn't pick the colors for. What you practically do in a day: I eat, go on the internet, sleep. Part Three - What is/are... Words you overuse: M'kay, indeed, hmm, wot, fudgers. Phrases you overuse: Say wot? Your first thought when you wake up: Fuckin' alarm clock. Your greatest accomplishment: I CAN BREATH~ Something you want to do: I actually have no clue... Part Four - This or That Pepsi or Coke: Neither.Ew. McDonald's or Burger King: See the above. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: See above the above. Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate! Black or white: Black. White hurts my eyes. Bills or coins (money): Bills. Coincs get heavy and take too long to count. Burgers or hot dogs: Burgers. Though I'm not a big fan of either. Egypt or France: France. Too hot in Egypt. Rock or rap: I don't listen to much music... But I guess, rock. Part Five - Do you... Smoke: Neva. Cuss: Inwardly. And, when aloud, used positively, as in : "That's too fuckin' sweet!" Sing well: My talking voice is already fucked up enough, thank you. Sing in the shower: No. Talk to yourself a lot: Quite often, though I try to avoid doing so alloud as often as possible. Believe in yourself: Should I? I'm not very motivated to do anything. Like taking these long-ass surveys: yus, for they entertain me=3 Want to go to college: No. university, please. Want to get married: No. Because I dun' want children. Want to have children: No. I hate them. Think you're a health freak: ... XD Like hell. Get along with your parents: Yes. I love them=D Get along with your siblings: Yup. Think you're popular: Uh. Not really. i mean, people know who I am, but like... Yeah. Part Six - In the past month have you... Gone out of state: Yes? Drank alchohal: no. Nasty shit is what that is. Smoked: No. Got high: Sugar high ;D Done any drugs: No, drugs is for tards. Eaten an entire box or Oreo's: Not in one sitting. Been on stage: Yes. Freaks me right the hell out. Gone skinny dipping: No. Been dumped: Never dated. Dyed your hair: Just did. It's RED ;D Haha... I'm such a tard. Stolen anything: This 5 cent piece of candy at the corner storeX3 Oh, and some kid's Mortal Kombat game. Part Seven - Your Friends! Craziest: Lisa. Loudest: Mel. Most shy: Danika. Blondest: Caroline has blond hair 8D Smartest: Paul or Meghan, hard to say. Kindest: Sabby. Best personality: Pft. Uh. Sabby again? Most talented: Matt N. Best singer: Danika. Most ghetto: Matt N, M-Unit! XD Drama Queen (or King): I guess Mel. Pain in the ass: Danika. The one you just want to strangle to death sometimes (Homer Simpson style): All of them? ._. Funniest: Sabby. Best person for advice: None of 'em, I usually fill in this position... Dependable: I guess Danika. Trustworthy: Matt C. Druggie: Mel, but we got her to quit=3 Most likely end up in jail: Mel? Person you've known the longest: My brother;D He hangs out with me, too. Part Eight - The last... Last dream: Forgot it. it was very interesting, though. Last nightmare: something scary, I'm sure. Car ride: About an hour ago, when i got back from babysitting. Last time you cried: I honestly can't remember  D= Last movie seen: Shark Tale. Last movie rented: A movie... Last book read: Just finished A Series of Unfortunate Events book the Twelfed. Last word said: Okay. Last curse word you said: Fuck. Last time you laughed: Dunno, an hour ago? Last phone call: The last time I made one? Wednesday (or however you spell it) Last CD played: Do DVD's count? -_- Last song you listened to: No clue. It was on the radio. Last annoyance: When I had to go babysit this morning. Last IM: From Danika about going to the movies. Last weird encounter: Fuck. No clue. Last person you hugged: My Dad, yesterday=3 Last person you yelled at: Those two kids I babysit. Little brats... Last time you wore a skirt: When I was too young to have a choice. Last time you've been evil: Randomly throughout the day. Last time you fought with your parents: Never. Last time you wished upon a star: On Canada day. I counted the stars as I saw them too, i saw 13 before the fireworks started 8D Played truth or dare: In 8th grade. Spent quality time alone: Every day. Part Nine - Randomness Are you talking to someone on AIM? No, MSN. Do you feel lonley? No, i enjoy being alone. Ever TP'd a person's house? No, that's rude. How about egging someone's house? No, even more rude. They're a pain too clean off. Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? Pretty sure they fugly. Yo Momma: What a rude way to adress your mom. Ever been so hungry you could eat the person next to you? Yes. Pretty sure I liked them once too. What do you think of George Bush? Retard. Any secret fetishes? I don't think so? Do you like to wear chains? Never worn 'em. The only chains I come near are those on bikes. How many languages do you speak? French, English and some Spanish. The end! 2 comments|CMNT

haircut [Thursday August 30th, 2007 9:00pm] [ mood | amused ] *3* Just wow. I got my haircut today and... Just wow. I can't even find words to describe how excited I am about it. I think I got like... 10 inches cut offX3 And it's RED now. Not flashy red though, but a nice reddish color. Kinda maroon. And it's so bouncy and, uh, 'fluffy'. I can't stop randomly shaking itXD And : HOLY CRAP 1 MORE DAY! -Dances happily- FREEE~DOM! Oh, and I took this quiz thingy. I'm apparently most like L D= Here are my results: "You scored 100% introversion, 71% intuition, 71% thinking, and 28% judging! Stats: Approximately 4% of population. DN characters with this type: L. In a nutshell: "A love of problem-solving." Desciption: Logical, original, creative thinkers. Can become very excited about theories and ideas. Exceptionally capable and driven to turn theories into clear understandings. Highly value knowledge, competence and logic. Quiet and reserved, hard to get to know well. Individualistic, having no interest in leading or following others." Pardon the randomness of this entry, I just had a lot to say, I guess. CMNT

2 more days! [Thursday August 30th, 2007 7:37pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Only 2 days of babysitting left now! Wuah, so exciting! Also, I was supposed to get my haircut today, but once again - and for possibly the 5th or so time- it was put-odd until late, namely tomorrow. I was originally supposed to get it mid-July, then it was pushed to the beginning of August, then to mid-August, then to last Monay, today, and now tomorrow. It's really pissing me off. TWO MORE DAYS! 8DDDD CMNT

3 mor days! [Tuesday August 28th, 2007 3:31pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] OMG. ONLY THREE MORE DAYS! FUCK YEAH! Pardon the cussing, I'm just so happy, only three more days until I'm done babysitting ='D And to make today all the better, I got to come back home earlier, at 2h30 instead of 4h00. Miracle, is what that is. This also gives me an excuse to spam my Journal with a little countdown, yay=D Okay, so... That's it=3 CMNT

'made in euphoria' [Friday August 24th, 2007 7:28pm] [ mood | confused ] 'Made In Euphoria' that's what I just read on the button of the capris I'm currently wearing. So I'm thinking maybe it's a country -like Cambodia, you know, countries that end in 'a'- that just happens to share a name with the word 'euphoria', as in "so happy you may as well be high". But that's not the case. There's no such country as Euphoria. Is there some sort of meaning behind this that I'm missing? It's so very confusing. And, okay, I'm sure that by now you can tell I'm really bored. I mean, seriously, I was reading the buttons on my capris ._. God help me. CMNT

paintball [Tuesday August 21st, 2007 4:49pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Saturday, all day, I played paintball in some huge ass tourney. In case you don't know what paintball is -first of all, for shame- it's a game where you use specialized guns that shoot paint filled balls in hopes of hitting another player to get them out. I believe the number of participants was estimated to be around 1400, divided into two teams which pretty much just duked it out from 10h00AM to 5h00PM. Most players were older than there 20s, and, shit, some people take the game much too seriously. They were all equipped with walkie-talkies, or in some cases earpieces, camo, padding custom guns, team shirts and so on. Anyways! I was there with my cousin, his friend, and my two brothers. I was probably one of the only, like... 30 females participantsX3 It was really fun. I wasn't good - my aim it terrible so why I insisted on partcipating is beyond meXD- but it was fun. Oh! And our team won! All 700 and more of us. But only because the other team, well, the majority of them, was a pack of cheaters. Only two weeks of babystting left... Only two weeks DX And I'm sorry about how badly this entry may sound, I'm not really in the mood for writing. CMNT

today is tuesday [Tuesday August 14th, 2007 5:37pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] No duh. I seriously need to put more effort into titles. I am currently finding it extremely hard to back-hand those two kids. They're that retarded. Did I already say I don't like kids? Well, I don't. Also, we watched Tarzan today. I just noticed what a gorgeous movie it is. I mean, the story's not bad too, but I'm talking about it art wise. I noticed I started doing so lately, watching the animation in a movie rather than the movie itself. Point is, the movie, gorgeous. They manage some very tricky shots and camera angles during the action scenes, I have to say I'm very impressed. And now I'm just babbling on. Anyways, that last paragraph was pretty much filler. I just wanted to say that whole "back-hand" thing but didn't want to leave the entire entry so blank. CMNT

garage painting party [Thursday August 9th, 2007 7:06pm] [ mood | blah ] That's what my mom's called what's planned for our weekend. Basically I'm supposed to be going down to Georgetown, near Toronto, to help my grand-parents with the house they own there. They've moved out about a year ago but hadn't sold the house yet. So now we're going to go help spiff it up by having a... Garage painting party... Sounds like fun, no? It's a pretty large garage too, completely disconnected from the house, and I get the feeling we'll be painting both the outside and inside. I just can't wait. Babysitting's been going better these last two days. And by better I mean considerable faster. But the days are still unfathomable long. Only, like, 3 weeks to go of this! Oh! But I'm getting my pay tomorrow, if my math doesn't suck, that should be 200$. I'm thinking of putting aside 50$ to go buy some mangas and put the rest in the bank towards my Tablet PC fund. On a completely unrelated note, I think more people need to use the word spiff just because it's so gawdawfully awesome CMNT

... i hate kids [Tuesday August 7th, 2007 7:23pm] [ mood | aggravated ] <rant> So... today was my first day at my 'babysitting gig'. Basically I'm babysitting these two girls, whom I believe to be 4 and 6 but am not entirely certain, starting at 8h00 AM until 4h00 PM every day of the week for the rest of the month. It's almost like going to school again, hours wise. The pays good, and I believe that's the only reason why I am doing this. I hate kids. I mean, I don't hate them, but I'm not particularly fond of them, nor do I see why people grow so attached to them - kinda like L. Today was just... UGH. somebodypleasekillkmenowbeforeihavetogoback. 8h00 to 4h00 is pretty damned long, 8 hours, but it felt like much longer than that. Much, much, longer. I mean, usually time goes by pretty fast, you know, you get really into what-ever you're doing and don't notice how fast time goes by. But the problem with these two is they never do the same thing for more than 5 minutes, so you don't get the chance to get so engrossed into the activity that time flies by. No, no. Instead you're counting how many different games you've played so far : "10. We're at 10. that means 50 minutes have just passed, only 7 hours and 10 minutes left. God help me." And these kids. GOD THESE KIDS. They eat so much, we have like... What? 5 snacks? They're also very self-centered. "Oh, you're using that shovel to build me a sandcastle? Give it here and use the shitty broken fish thing instead." "I felt Tarzan's leg should be colored red. Deal." And so on. But maybe I'm just not sympathetic enough. There's more problems I have with them. So much more problems. But I can't even bring myself to remember them right now, I'm just... God. That frustrated by it. However, being around these two makes me happy I don't have a sister. It seems horrible by the looks of the way they interact "Bitch. Don't touch my Bratz doll!" to : "I love you, let's go play with our Bratz dolls together!" Traumatizing stuff. Oh, and yes, these two girls are obsessed with Bratz, it's all they do, all their stuff is Bratz, I can't stand it. I'd never been a 'Barbie' and 'Ponies' girls when I was younger, so I can't stand to play this kind of crap. The pay is so nice though... And I'll be able to get my Tablet PC by the end of the summer, so I'll try and tough it out. </rant> Oh! And now for something not so moody, I drew another MattxNear pic the other day, posted it on devArt but didn't bother doing so here. So now I have. FEAR NEAR'S EYELINER. HAHAHAHA >D CMNT

-kicks the tv- [Saturday July 28th, 2007 1:28pm] [ mood | frustrated ] The living room currently smells like crap, I'm pretty sure our television burnt something. After a few days of random popping, fizzing, and sparking, I think it's finally died. Not that I mind much, there's never anything interesting to watch in the Summer, however I do like having the television running in the background, it kills the monotony around here. I don't know how long it'll be before it gets fixed or replaced though, I'm hoping before the start of the school year, but as far as things like this go, my parents are generally real slow about it. Oh well, if need be I'll go watch the television upstairs or something, I just won't be able to do so while on the computer. CMNT

yay [Thursday July 26th, 2007 7:32am] [ mood | happy ] There's nothing funnier than reading Death Note at 1h00 in the morning. Even the most serious of situations becomes comical, even if in a sadistic way, because it's seems like the later it gets, and the less sleep you've gotten, the funnier everything is and the more hyper you are. I was reading volume 4 the other day and noticed this ridiculously gay looking panel, starring Raito, which I share with you and is practically the only reason for this cruddy entry=D I think this looks positively gay. Though, mind you, it was much funnier yesterday in the wee hours of the morning. Oh, also, I got Lunar Knight today! -Fangasm- It's a gorgeous game so far, smooth game play and all that jazz. I'm just upset that I can't start off the game as Django (Aaron) instead I have to play as Lucien. Blech. CMNT

bored. [Wednesday July 18th, 2007 3:14pm] I think the title sums it up quite well. In my current state of advanced boredom I've decided to post a pic I drew yesterday. Yay. ( Clicky-clicky! ) 4 comments|CMNT

urf. [Tuesday July 17th, 2007 2:24pm] [ mood | annoyed ] So we're having company over for a few days. Now, normally I wouldn't complain, because having people over means my parents are too distracted to well at me to go to bed at 2h00 in the morning, but this couple has children. Three of them. And from what I recall, they're all in the age range of four to seven. That means I'll be spending my whole week entertaining some munchkins. At first I considered just locking myself up in my room for those few days, only coming down to eat and the such, but then I remembered that I don't have a computer in my room. So I guess I'll just have to tough it out. But that doesn't mean I won't take every chance I get to leave the house. On a more positive note, our pool is almost done being installed! I think there's only the stairs left now. Well, that and the deck. But it's not the lack of deck that'll stop me from using it=3 CMNT

something [Sunday July 8th, 2007 7:11pm] [ mood | amused ] I had to post something here since I kind of haven't in a week or so. Stole this from Smap, AKA speaky_bean  It seemed like fun, so I figured I'd try it=3 I am shorter than 5'4. I think I'm ugly sometimes. I have many scars. Tan easily. Wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I've had braces. I wear/wore glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercings in places besides my ears. I have freckles. Family Home/Life I've sworn at my parents. I've run away from home. I've been kicked out of the house. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I've had children. I've lost a child. School/Work I'm in school. I've fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do my homework. I've missed a week or more of school. I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. I failed more than 1 class last year. I have a job. I've had a job for at least 2 years. I've stolen something from my job. Embarrassment I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. (I think... I haven't watched one in a while) I've snorted while laughing. I've laughed so hard I've cried. I've glued my hand to something. (My other hand, a desk, the floor, my shirt) I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. Health I was born with a disease/impairment. I've gotten stitches. I've had my tonsils removed. I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend. I had a serious surgery. I've had chicken pox. (When I was like... 2 months old. I'm at extremely high risk to catch it again) Traveling I've been on a plane. I've been to the UK. I've been to Spain. I've been to France. I've been to Russia. I've been to Finland. I've been to Asia. I've been to Africa. Experiences I've seen a shooting star. I've wished on a shooting star. I've seen a meteor shower. I've gone out in public in my pajamas. I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I've kicked a guy where it hurts. I've played a prank on someone. I've ridden in a taxi. I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I've eaten Sushi. I've been snowboarding. (Does skiing count?) Relationships I'm single. I'm in a relationship. I'm engaged. I'm married. I'm currently in the middle of a divorce. I've gone on a blind date. I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I've gotten divorced. I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've kept something from a past relationship. I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over. Sexuality I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. (Actually, a few... Yeah -Awkward cough-) I've had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I've been kissed in the rain. I've made out with my best friend. I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating. I've hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. I've snuck out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I've cheated while playing a game. I've cheated on a test. I've been suspended from school. I've witnessed a crime. I've been in a fist fight. (When I was younger I fought a lot, not any more though.) I've been arrested. I've shoplifted. Drugs/Alcohol I regularly drink. I've passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. I have cough drops when I'm not sick. I can't swallow pills. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. I shut others out when I'm depressed. I take anti-depressants. I'm anorexic or bulimic. I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. I've hurt myself on purpose. I'm addicted to self injury. I've woken up crying. Death & Suicide I'm afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I've seen someone dying. Someone close to me has attempted suicide. I've planned my own suicide. I've attempted suicide. I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (No, it's more like a hobby) I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Gap. (Not anymore, though) I own something from American Eagle. (A few t-shirts.) I own something from Gucci. I own something I got on e-Bay. I own something from Levi's. I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart. (My mother used to, now it's mostly all from Winners XD) Well shit. I have hardly anything in bold. How lame D< 2 comments|CMNT

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